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|| APOLOGIA || CHANSON || THE DOLE OF THE KING'S DAUGHTER || FLOWER OR LOVE ||
|| THE HARLOT'S HOUSE || HELAS || HER VOICE || HUMANITAD || IMPRESSION DU MATIN || MY VOICE ||
|| THE NEW REMORSE || PANTHEA || REQUIESCAT || SILENTIUM AMORIS ||
|| SONNET ON THE SALE BY AUCTION OF KEATS' LOVE LETTERS || TÆDIUM VITÆ || THEORETIKOS ||
|| VITA NUOVA ||

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APOLOGIA

Is it thy will that I should wax and wane,
    Barter my cloth of gold for hodden grey,
And at thy pleasure weave that web of pain
    Whose brightest threads are each a wasted day?

Is it thy will -- Love that I love so well --
    That my Soul's House should be a tortured spot
Wherein, like evil paramours, must dwell
    The quenchless flame, the worm that dieth not?

Nay, if it be thy will I shall endure,
    And sell ambition at the common mart,
And let dull failure be my vestiture,
    And sorrow dig its grave within my heart.

Perchance it may be better so -- at least
    I have not made my heart a heart of stone,
Nor starved my boyhood of its goodly feast,
    Nor walked where Beauty is a thing unknown.

Many a man hath done so; sought to fence
    In straitened bonds the soul that should be free,
Trodden the dusty road of common sense,
    While all the forest sang of liberty,

Not marking how the spotted hawk in flight
    Passed on wide pinion through the lofty air,
To where the steep untrodden mountain height
    Caught the last tresses of the Sun God's hair.

Or how the little flower he trod upon,
    The daisy, that white-feathered shield of gold,
Followed with wistful eyes the wandering sun
    Content if once its leaves were aureoled.

But surely it is something to have been
    The best belovèd for a little while,
To have walked hand in hand with Love, and seen
    His purple wings flit once across thy smile.

Ay! though the gorgèd asp of passion feed
    On my boy's heart, yet have I burst the bars,
Stood face to face with Beauty, known indeed
    The Love which moves the Sun and all the stars!




CHANSON

A ring of gold and a milk-white dove
  Are goodly gifts for thee,
And a hempen rope for your own love
  To hang upon a tree.

For you a House of Ivory
  ( Roses are white in the rose-bower )!
A narrow bed for me to lie
  ( White, O white is the hemlock flower )!

Myrtle and jessamine for you
  ( O the red rose is fair to see )!
For me the cypress and the rue
  ( Fairest of all is rosemary )!

For you three lovers of your hand
  ( Green grass where a man lies dead )!
For me three paces on the sand
  ( Plant lilies at my head )!




THE DOLE OF THE KING'S DAUGHTER

Seven stars in the still water,
  And seven in the sky;
Seven sins on the King’s daughter,
  Deep in her soul to lie.

Red roses are at her feet,
  ( Roses are red in her red-gold hair, )
And O! where her bosom and girdle meet
  Red roses are hidden there.

Fair is the knight who lieth slain
  Amid the rush and reed,
See the lean fishes that are fain
  Upon dead men to feed.

Sweet is the page that lieth there,
  ( Cloth of gold is goodly prey, )
See the black ravens in the air,
  Black, O black as the night are they.

What do they there so stark and dead?
  ( There is blood upon her hand )
Why are the lilies flecked with red,
  ( There is blood on the river sand. )

There are two that ride from the south and east,
  And two from the north and west,
For the black raven a goodly feast,
  For the King’s daughter rest.

There is one man who loves her true
  ( Red, O red, is the stain of gore! )
He hath duggen a grave by the darksome yew,
  ( One grave will do for four. )

No moon in the still heaven,
  In the black water none,
The sins on her soul are seven,
  The sin upon his is one.




FLOWER OR LOVE

Sweet, I blame you not, for mine the fault was,
   Had I not been made of common clay
I had climbed the higher heights unclimbed yet,
   Seen the fuller air, the larger day.

From the wildness of my wasted passion I had
   Struck a better, clearer song,
Lit some lighter light of freer freedom, battled
   With some Hydra-headed wrong.

Had my lips been smitten into music by the
   Kisses that but made them bleed,
You had walked with Bice and the angels on
   That verdant and enamelled mead.

I had trod the road which Dante treading saw
   The suns of seven circles shine,
Ay! perchance had seen the heavens opening, as
   They opened to the Florentine.

And the mighty nations would have crowned me,
   Who am crownless now and without name,
And some orient dawn had found me kneeling
   On the threshold of the House of Fame.

I had sat within that marble circle where the
   Oldest bard is as the young,
And the pipe is ever dropping honey, and the
   Lyre’s strings are ever strung.

Keats had lifted up his hymeneal curls from out
   The poppy-seeded wine,
With ambrosial mouth had kissed my forehead,
   Clasped the hand of noble love in mine.

And at springtime, when the apple-blossoms
   Brush the burnished bosom of the dove,
Two young lovers lying in an orchard would
   Have read the story of our love.

Would have read the legend of my passion,
   Known the bitter secret of my heart,
Kissed as we have kissed, but never parted as
   We two are fated now to part.

For the crimson flower of our life is eaten by
   The canker-worm of truth,
And no hand can gather up the fallen withered
   Petals of the rose of youth.

Yet I am not sorry that I loved you -- ah! what
   Else had I a boy to do, --
For the hungry teeth of time devour, and the
   Silent-footed years pursue.

Rudderless, we drift athwart a tempest, and
   When once the storm of youth is past,
Without lyre, without lute or chorus, Death a
   Silent pilot comes at last.

And within the grave there is no pleasure, for
   The blind-worm battens on the root,
And Desire shudders into ashes, and the tree of
   Passion bears no fruit.

Ah! what else had I to do but love you, God’s
   Own mother was less dear to me,
And less dear the Cytheraean rising like an
   Argent lily from the sea.

I have made my choice, have lived my poems,
   And, though youth is gone in wasted days,
I have found the lover’s crown of myrtle
   Better than the poet’s crown of bays.




THE HARLOT'S HOUSE

    We caught the tread of dancing feet,
    We loitered down the moonlit street,
And stopped beneath the Harlot’s House.
    Inside, above the din and fray,
    We heard the loud musicians play
The Treues Liebes Herz of Strauss.

    Like strange mechanical grotesques,
    Making fantastic arabesques,
The shadows raced across the blind.
    We watched the ghostly dancers spin,
    To sound of horn and violin,
Like black leaves wheeling in the wind.

    Like wire-pulled Automatons,
    Slim silhouetted skeletons
Went sidling through the slow quadrille,
    Then took each other by the hand,
    And danced a stately saraband;
Their laughter echoed thin and shrill.

    Sometimes a clock-work puppet pressed
    A phantom lover to her breast,
Sometimes they seemed to try and sing.
    Sometimes a horrible Marionette
    Came out and smoked its cigarette
Upon the steps like a live thing.

    Then turning to my love I said,
    “The dead are dancing with the dead,
The dust is whirling with the dust.”
    But she, she heard the violin,
    And left my side and entered in:
Love passed into the House of Lust.

    Then suddenly the tune went false,
    The dancers wearied of the waltz,
The shadows ceased to wheel and whirl,
    And down the long and silent street,
    The dawn with silver-sandalled feet,
Crept like a frightened girl.




HELAS

To drift with every passion till my soul
Is a stringed lute on which all winds can play,
Is it for this that I have given away
Mine ancient wisdom, and austere control? --
Methinks my life is a twice-written scroll
Scrawled over on some boyish holiday
With idle songs for pipe and virelay
Which do but mar the secret of the whole.
Surely that was a time I might have trod
The sunlit heights, and from life’s dissonance
Struck one clear chord to reach the ears of God;
is that time dead? lo! with a little rod
I did but touch the honey of romance --
And must I lose a soul’s inheritance?




HER VOICE

he wild bee reels from bough to bough
    With his furry coat and his gauzy wing.
Now in a lily-cup, and now
    Setting a jacinth bell a-swing,
    In his wandering;
Sit closer love: it was here I trow
I made that vow,

Swore that two lives should be like one
    As long as the sea-gull loved the sea,
As long as the sunflower sought the sun --
    It shall be, I said, for eternity
    ’Twixt you and me!
Dear friend, those times are over and done,
Love’s web is spun.

Look upward where the poplar trees
    Sway and sway in the summer air,
Here in the valley never a breeze
    Scatters the thistledowns, but there
    Great winds blow fair
From the mighty murmuring mystical seas,
And the wave-lashed leas.

Look upward where the white gull screams
    What does it see that we do not see?
Is that a star? or the lamp that gleams
    On some outward voyaging argosy, --
    Ah! can it be
We have lived our lives in land of dreams!
How sad it seems.

Sweet, there is nothing left to say
    But this, that love is never lost.
Keen winter stabs the breasts of May
    Whose crimson roses burst his frost,
    Ships tempest-tossed
Will find a harbour in some bay,
And so we may.

And there is nothing left to do
    But to kiss once again, and part,
Nay, there is nothing we should rue,
    I have my beauty, -- you your Art.
    Nay, do not start,
One world was not enough for two
Like me and you.




HUMANITAD

It is full winter now: the trees are bare,
    Save where the cattle huddle from the cold
Beneath the pine, for it doth never wear
    The Autumn’s gaudy livery whose gold
Her jealous brother pilfers, but is true
To the green doublet; bitter is the wind,
          as though it blew

From Saturn’s cave; a few thin wisps of hay
    Lie on the sharp black hedges, where the wain
Dragged the sweet pillage of a summer’s day
    From the low meadows up the narrow lane;
Upon the half-thawed snow the bleating sheep
Press close against the hurdles, and the
          shivering housedogs creep

From the shut stable to the frozen stream
    And back again disconsolate, and miss
The bawling shepherds and the noisy team;
    And overhead in circling listlessness
The cawing rooks whirl round the frosted stack,
Or crowd the dripping boughs; and in the fen the
          ice-pools crack

Where the gaunt bittern stalks among the reeds
    And flaps his wings, and stretches back his neck,
And hoots to see the moon; across the meads
    Limps the poor frightened hare, a little speck;
And a stray seamew with its fretful cry
Flits like a sudden drift of snow against the
          dull gray sky.

Full winter: and a lusty goodman brings
    His load of faggots from the chilly byre,
And stamps his feet upon the hearth, and flings
    The sappy billets on the waning fire,
And laughs to see the sudden lightning scare
His children at their play; and yet, --
          the Spring is in the air,

Already the slim crocus stirs the snow,
    And soon yon blanched fields will bloom again
With nodding cowslips for some lad to mow,
    For with the first warm kisses of the rain
The winter’s icy, sorrow breaks to tears,
And the brown thrushes mate, and with bright eyes
          the rabbit peers

From the dark warren where the fir-cones lie,
    And treads one snowdrop under foot and runs
Over the mossy knoll, and blackbirds fly
    Across our path at evening, and the suns
Stay longer with us; ah! how good to see
Grass-girdled Spring in all her joy of
          laughing greenery

Dance through the hedges till the early rose,
    (That sweet repentance of the thorny briar!)
Burst from its sheathed emerald and disclose
    The little quivering disk of golden fire
Which the bees know so well, for with it come
Pale boy’s love, sops-in-wine, and daffodillies
          all in bloom.

Then up and down the field the sower goes,
    While close behind the laughing younker scares,
With shrilly whoop the black and thievish crows.
    And then the chestnut-tree its glory wears,
And on the grass the creamy blossom falls
In odorous excess, and faint half-whispered
          madrigals

Steal from the bluebells’ nodding carillons
    Each breezy morn, and then white jessamine,
That star of its own heaven, snap-dragons
    With lolling crimson tongues, and eglantine
In dusty velvets clad usurp the bed
And woodland empery, and when the lingering rose
          hath shed

Red leaf by leaf its folded panoply,
    And pansies closed their purple-lidded eyes,
Chrysanthemums from gilded argosy
    Unload their gaudy scentless merchandise
And violets getting overbold withdraw
From their shy nooks, and scarlet berries
          dot the leafless haw.

O happy field! and O thrice happy tree!
    Soon will your queen in daisy-flowered smock,
And crown of flower-de-luce trip down the lea,
    Soon will the lazy shepherds drive their flock
Back to the pasture by the pool, and soon
Through the green leaves will float the hum of
          murmuring bees at noon.

Soon will the glade be bright with bellamour,
    The flower which wantons love, and those sweet nuns
Vale-lilies in their snowy vestiture
    Will tell their bearded pearls, and carnations
With mitred dusky leaves will scent the wind,
And straggling traveller’s joy each hedge
with yellow stars will bind.

Dear Bride of Nature and most bounteous Spring!
    That can’st give increase to the sweet-breath’d kine,
And to the kid its little horns, and bring
    The soft and silky blossoms to the vine,
Where is that old nepenthe which of yore
Man got from poppy root and glossy-berried mandragore!

There was a time when any common bird
    Could make me sing in unison, a time
When all the strings of boyish life were stirred
    To quick response or more melodious rhyme
By every forest idyll; -- do I change?
Or rather doth some evil thing through thy fair pleasaunce range?

Nay, nay, thou art the same: ’tis I who seek
    To vex with sighs thy simple solitude,
And because fruitless tears bedew my cheek
    Would have thee weep with me in brotherhood;
Fool! shall each wronged and restless spirit dare
To taint such wine with the salt poison of his own despair!

Thou art the same: ’tis I whose wretched soul
    Takes discontent to be its paramour,
And gives its kingdom to the rude control
    Of what should be its servitor, -- for sure
Wisdom is somewhere, though the stormy sea
Contain it not, and the huge deep answer “’Tis not in me.”

To burn with one clear flame, to stand erect
    In natural honor, not to bend the knee
In profitless prostrations whose effect
    Is by, itself condemned, what alchemy
Can teach me this? what herb Medea brewed
Will bring the unexultant peace of essence not subdued?

The minor chord which ends the harmony,
    And for its answering brother waits in vain,
Sobbing for incompleted melody
    Dies a swan’s death; but I the heir of pain
A silent Memnon with blank lidless eyes
Wait for the light and music of those suns which never rise.

The quanched-out torch, the lonely cypress-gloom,
    The little dust stored in the narrow urn,
The gentle Xaipe of the Attic tomb, --
    Were not these better far than to return
To my old fitful restless malady,
Or spend my days within the voiceless cave of misery?

Nay! for perchance that poppy-crowned God
    Is like the watcher by a sick man’s bed
Who talks of sleep but gives it not; his rod
    Hath lost its virtue, and, when all is said,
Death is too rude, too obvious a key
To solve one single secret in a life’s philosophy.

And love! that noble madness, whose august
    And inextinguishable might can slay
The soul with honeyed drugs, -- alas! I must
    From such sweet ruin play the runaway,
Although too constant memory never can
Forget the arched splendor of those brows Olympian

Which for a little season made my youth
    So soft a swoon of exquisite indolence
That all the chiding of more prudent Truth
    Seemed the thin voice of jealousy, -- O Hence
Thou huntress deadlier than Artemis!
Go seek some other quarry! for of thy too perilous bliss

My lips have drunk enough, -- no more, no more, --
    Though Love himself should turn his gilded prow
Back to the troubled waters of this shore
    Where I am wrecked and stranded, even now
The chariot wheels of passion sweep too near,
Hence! Hence! I pass unto a life more barren, more austere.

More barren -- ay, those arms will never lean
    Down through the trellised vines and draw my soul
In sweet reluctance through the tangled green;
    Some other head must wear that aureole,
For I am Hers who loves not any man
Whose white and stainless bosom bears the sign Gorgonian.

Let Venus go and chuck her dainty page,
    And kiss his mouth, and toss his curly hair,
With net and spear and hunting equipage
    Let young Adonis to his tryst repair,
But me her fond and subtle-fashioned spell
Delights no more, though I could win her dearest citadel.

Ay, though I were that laughing shepherd boy
    Who from Mount Ida saw the little cloud
Pass over Tenedos and lofty Troy
    And knew the coming of the Queen, and bowed
In wonder at her feet, not for the sake
Of a new Helen would I bid her hand the apple take.

Then rise supreme Athena argent-limbed!
    And, if my lips be musicless, inspire
At least my life: was not thy glory hymned
    By one who gave to thee his sword and lyre
Like Aeschylus at well-fought Marathon,
And died to show that Milton’s England still could bear a son!

And yet I cannot tread the portico
    And live without desire, fear and pain,
Or nurture that wise calm which long ago
    The grave Athenian master taught to men,
Self-poised, self-centered, and self-comforted,
To watch the world’s vain phantasies go by with unbowed head.

Alas! that serene brow, those eloquent lips,
    Those eyes that mirrored all eternity,
Rest in their own Colonos, an eclipse
    Hath come on Wisdom, and Mnemosyne
Is childless; in the night which she had made
For lofty secure flight Athena’s owl itself hath strayed.

Nor much with Science do I care to climb,
    Although by strange and subtle witchery
She draw the moon from heaven: the Muse of Time
    Unrolls her gorgeous-colored tapestry
To no less eager eyes; often indeed
In the great epic of Polymnia’s scroll I love to read

How Asia sent her myriad hosts to war
    Against a little town, and panoplied
In gilded mail with jewelled scimetar,
    White-shielded, purple-crested, rode the Mede
Between the waving poplars and the sea
Which men call Artemisium, till he saw Thermopylae

Its steep ravine spanned by a narrow wall,
    And on the nearer side a little brood
Of careless lions holding festival!
    And stood amazed at such hardihood,
And pitched his tent upon the reedy shore,
And stayed two days to wonder, and then crept at midnight o’er

Some unfrequented height, and coming down
    The autumn forests treacherously slew
What Sparta held most dear and was the crown
    Of far Eurotas, and passed on, nor knew
How God had staked an evil net for him
In the small bay of Salamis, -- and yet, the page grows dim.

Its cadenced Greek delights me not, I feel
    With such a goodly time too out of tune
To love it much: for like the Dial’s wheel
    That from its blinded darkness strikes the noon
Yet never sees the sun, so do my eyes
Restlessly follow that which from my cheated vision flies.

O for one grand unselfish simple life
    To teach us what is Wisdom! speak ye hills
Of lone Helvellyn, for this note of strife
    Shunned your untroubled crags and crystal rills,
Where is that Spirit which living blamelessly
Yet dared to kiss the smitten mouth of his own century!

Speak ye Ridalian laurels! where is He
    Whose gentle head ye sheltered, that pure soul
Whose gracious days of uncrowned majesty
    Through lowliest conduct touched the lofty goal
Where Love and Duty mingle! Him at least
The most high Laws were glad of, he had sat at Wisdom’s feast,

But we are Learning’s changelings, known by rote
    The clarion watchword of each Grecian school
And follow none, the flawless sword which smote
    The pagan Hydra is an effete tool
Which we ourselves have blunted, what man now
Shall scale the august ancient heights and to old Reverence bow?

One such indeed I saw, but, Ichabod!
    Gone is that last dear son of Italy,
Who being man died for the sake of God,
    And whose unrisen bones sleep peacefully.
O guard him, guard him well, my Giotto’s tower,
Thou marble lily of the lily town! let not the lower

Of the rude tempest vex his slumber, or
    The Arno with its tawny troubled gold
O’erleap its marge, no mightier conqueror
    Clomb the high Capitol in the days of old
When Rome was indeed Rome, for Liberty
Walked like a Bride beside him, at which sight pale Mystery

Fled shrieking to her furthest somberest cell
    With an old man who grabbled rusty keys,
Fled shuddering for that immemorial knell
    With which oblivion buries dynasties
Swept like a wounded eagle on the blast,
As to the holy heart of Rome the great triumvir passed.

He knew the holiest heart and heights of Rome,
    He drave the base wolf from the lion’s lair,
And now lies dead by that empyreal dome
    Which overtops Valdarno hung in air
By Brunelleschi -- O Melpomene
Breathe through thy melancholy pipe thy sweetest threnody!

Breathe through the tragic stops such melodies
    That Joy’s self may grow jealous, and the Nine
Forget a-while their discreet emperies,
    Mourning for him who on Rome’s lordliest shrine
Lit for men’s lives the light of Marathon,
And bare to sun-forgotten fields the fire of the sun!

O guard him, guard him well, my Giotto’s tower,
    Let some young Florentine each eventide
Bring coronals of that enchanted flower
    Which the dim woods of Vallombrosa hide,
And deck the marble tomb wherein he lies
Whose soul is as some mighty orb unseen of mortal eyes.

Some mighty orb whose cycled wanderings,
    Being tempest-driven to the furthest rim
Where Chaos meets Creation and the wings
    Of the eternal chanting Cherubim
Are pavilioned on Nothing, passed away
Into a moonless void -- and yet, though he is dust and clay,

He is not dead, the immemorial Fates
    Forbid it, and the closing shears refrain,
Lift up your heads ye everlasting gates!
    Ye argent clarions sound a loftier strain!
For the vile thing he hated lurks within
Its sombre house, alone with God and memories of sin.

Still what avails it that she sought her cave
    That murderous mother of red harlotries?
At Munich on the marble architrave
    The Grecian boys die smiling, but the seas
Which wash Aegina fret in loneliness
Not mirroring their beauty, so our lives grow colourless

For lack of our ideals, if one star
    Flame torch-like in the heavens the unjust
Swift daylight kills it, and no trump of war
    Can wake to passionate voice the silent dust
Which was Mazzini once! rich Niobe
For all her stony sorrows hath her sons, but Italy!

What Easter Day shall make her children rise,
    Who were not Gods yet suffered, what sure feet
Shall find their graveclothes folded? what clear eyes
    Shall see them bodily? O it were meet
To roll the stone from off the sepulchre
And kiss the bleeding roses of their wounds, in love of Her

Our Italy! our mother visible!
    Most blessed among nations and most sad,
For whose dear sake the young Calabrian fell
    That day at Aspromonte and was glad
That in an age when God was bought and sold
One man could die for Liberty! but we, burnt out and cold,

See Honour smitten on the cheek and gyves
    Bind the sweet feet of Mercy: Poverty
Creeps through our sunless lanes and with sharp knives
    Cuts the warm throats of children stealthily,
And no word said: -- O we are wretched men
Unworthy of our great inheritance! where is the pen

Of austere Milton? where the mighty sword
    Which slew its master righteously? the years
Have lost their ancient leader, and no word
    Breaks from the voiceless tripod on our ears;
While as a ruined mother in some spasm
Bears a base child and loathes it, so our best enthusiasm

Genders unlawful children, Anarchy
    Freedom’s own Judas, the vile prodigal
License who steals the gold of Liberty
    And yet nothing, Ignorance the real
One Fratricide since Cain, Envy the asp
That stings itself to anguish, Avarice whose palsied grasp

Is in its extent stiffened, moneyed Greed
    For whose dull appetite men waste away
Amid the whirr of wheels and are the seed
    Of things which slay their sower, these each day
Sees rife in England, and the gentle feet
Of Beauty tread no more the stones of each unlovely street.

What even Cromwell spared is desecrated
    By weed and worm, left to the stormy play
Of wind and beating snow, or renovated
    By more destructful hands: Time’s worst decay
Will wreathe its ruins with some loveliness,
But these new Vandals can but make a rainproof barrenness.

Where is that Art which bade the Angels sing
    Through Lincoln’s lofty choir, till the air
Seems from such marble harmonies to ring
    With sweeter song than common lips can dare
To draw from actual reed? ah! where is now
The cunning hand which made the flowering hawthorn branches bow

For Southwell’s arch, and carved the House of One
    Who loved the lilies of the field with all
Our dearest English flowers? the same sun
    Rises for us: the season’s natural
Weave the same tapestry of green and gray:
The unchanged hills are with us: but that Spirit hath passed away.

And yet perchance it may be better so,
    For Tyranny is an incestuous Queen,
Murder her brother is her bedfellow,
    And the Plague chambers with her: in obscene
And bloody paths her treacherous feet are set;
Better the empty desert and a soul inviolate!

For gentle brotherhood, the harmony
    Of living in the healthful air, the swift
Clean beauty of strong limbs when men are free
    And women chaste, these are the things which lift
Our souls up more than even Agnolo’s
Gaunt blinded Sibyl poring o’er the scroll of human woes,

Or Titian’s little maiden on the stair
    White as her own sweet lily and as tall,
Or Mona Lisa smiling through her hair, --
    Ah! somehow life is bigger after all
Than any painted angel could we see
The God that is within us! The old Greek serenity

Which curbs the passion of that level line
    Of marble youths, who with untroubled eyes
And chastened limbs ride round Athena’s shrine
    And mirror her divine economies,
And balanced symmetry of what in man
Would else wage ceaseless warfare, -- this at least within the span

Between our mother’s kisses and the grave
    Might so inform our lives, that we could win
Such mighty empires that from her cave
    Temptation would grow hoarse, and pallid Sin
Would walk ashamed of his adulteries,
And Passion creep from out the House of Lust with startled eyes.

To make the Body and the Spirit one
    With all right things, till no thing live in vain
From morn to noon, but in sweet unison
    With every pulse of flesh and throb of pain
The Soul in flawless essence high enthroned,
Against all outer vain attack invincibly bastioned,

Mark with serene impartiality
    The strife of things, and yet be comforted,
Knowing that by the chain causality
    All separate existences are wed
Into one supreme whole, whose utterance
Is joy, or holier praise! ah! surely this
were governance

Of life in most august omnipresence,
    Through which the rational intellect would find
In passion its expression, and mere sense
    Ignoble else, lend fire to the mind,
And being joined with it in harmony
More mystical than that which binds the stars planetary.

Strike from their several tones one octave chord
    Whose cadence being measureless would fly
Through all the circling spheres, then to its Lord
    Return refreshed with its new empery
And more exultant power, -- this indeed
Could we but reach it were to find the last, the perfect creed.

Ah! it was easy when the world was young
    To keep one’s life free and inviolate,
From our sad lips another song is rung,
    By our own hands our heads are desecrate,
Wanderers in drear exile and dispossessed
Of what should be our own, we can but feed on wild unrest.

Somehow the grace, the bloom of things has flown,
    And of all men we are most wretched who
Must live each other’s lives and not our own
    For very pity’s sake and then undo
All that we live for -- it was otherwise
When soul and body seemed to blend in mystic symphonies.

But we have left those gentle haunts to pass
    With weary feet to the new Calvary,
Where we behold, as one who in a glass
    Sees his own face, self-slain Humanity,
And in the dumb reproach of that sad gaze
Learn what an awful phantom the red hand of man can raise.

O smitten mouth! O forehead crowned with thorn!
    O chalice of all common miseries!
Thou for our sakes that loved thee not hast borne
    An agony of endless centuries,
And we were vain and ignorant nor knew
That when we stabbed thy heart it was our own real hearts we slew.

Being ourselves the sowers and the seeds,
    The night that covers and the lights that fade,
The spear that pierces and the side that bleeds,
    The lips betraying and the life betrayed;
The deep hath calm: the moon hath rest: but we
Lords of the natural world are yet our own dread enemy.

Is this the end of all that primal force
    Which, in its changes being still the same,
From eyeless Chaos cleft its upward course,
    Through ravenous seas and whirling rocks and flame,
Till the suns met in heaven and began
Their cycles, and the morning stars sang, and the Word was Man!

Nay, nay, we are but crucified, and though
    The bloody sweat falls from our brows like rain,
Loosen the nails -- we shall come down I know,
    Stanch the red wounds -- we shall be whole again,
No need have we of hyssop-laden rod,
That which is purely human that is Godlike that is God.




IMPRESSION DU MATIN

The Thames nocturne of blue and gold
Changed to a harmony in gray;
A barge with ocher-colored hay
Dropped from the wharf: and chill and cold.

The yellow fog came creeping down
The bridges, till the houses' walls
Seemed changed to shadows, and St. Paul's
Loomed like a bubble o'er the town.

Then suddenly arose the clang
Of waking life; the streets were stirred
With country wagons; and a bird
Flew to the glistening roofs and sang.

But one pale woman all alone,
The daylight kissing her wan hair,
Loitered beneath the gas lamp's flare,
With lips of flame and heart of stone.




MY VOICE

Within this restless, hurried, modern world
   We took our hearts' full pleasure -- You and I,
And now the white sails of our ship are furled,
   And spent the lading of our argosy.

Wherefore my cheeks before their time are wan,
   For very weeping is my gladness fled,
Sorrow hath paled my lip's vermilion,
   And Ruin draws the curtains of my bed.

But all this crowded life has been to thee
   No more than lyre, or lute, or subtle spell
Of viols, or the music of the sea
   That sleeps, a mimic echo, in the shell.




THE NEW REMORSE

The sin was mine; I did not understand.
    So now is music prisoned in her cave,
    Save where some ebbing desultory wave
Frets with its restless whirls this meagre strand.
And in the withered hollow of this land
    Hath Summer dug herself so deep a grave,
    That hardly can the leaden willow crave
One silver blossom from keen Winter’s hand.
But who is this that cometh by the shore?
(Nay, love, look up and wonder!) Who is this
    Who cometh in dyed garments from the South?
It is thy new-found Lord, and he shall kiss
    The yet unravished roses of thy mouth,
And I shall weep and worship, as before.




PANTHEA

Nay, let us walk from fire unto fire,
    From passionate pain to deadlier delight, --
I am too young to live without desire,
    Too young art thou to waste this summer night
Asking those idle questions which of old
Man sought of seer and oracle, and no reply was told.

For sweet, to feel is better than to know,
    And wisdom is a childless heritage,
One pulse of passion-youth’s first fiery glow, --
    Are worth the hoarded proverbs of the sage:
Vex not thy soul with dead philosophy,
Have we not lips to kiss with, hearts to love, and eyes
        to see!

Dost thou not hear the murmuring nightingale
    Like water bubbling from a silver jar,
So soft she sings the envious moon is pale,
    That high in heaven she hung so far
She cannot hear that love-enraptured tune, --
Mark how she wreathes each horn with mist, yon late
        and laboring moon.

White lilies, in whose cups the gold bees dream,
    The fallen snow of petals where the breeze
Scatters the chestnut blossom, or the gleam
    Of all our endless sins, our vain endeavour
Enough for thee, dost thou desire more?
Alas! the Gods will give naught else from their
        eternal store.

For our high Gods have sick and wearied grown
    Of boyish limbs in water, -- are not these
For wasted days of youth to make atone
    By pain or prayer or priest, and never, never,
Hearken they now to either good or ill,
But send their rain upon the just and the unjust at will.

They sit at ease, our Gods they sit at ease,
    Strewing with leaves of rose their scented wine,
They sleep, they sleep, beneath the rocking trees
    Where asphodel and yellow lotus twine,
Mourning the old glad days before they knew
What evil things the heart of man could dream, and
        dreaming do.

And far beneath the brazen floor, they see
    Like swarming flies the crowd of little men,
The bustle of small lives, then wearily
    Back to their lotus-haunts they turn again
Kissing each other’s mouths, and mix more deep
The poppy-seeded draught which brings soft
        purple-lidded sleep.

There all day long the golden-vestured sun,
    Their torch-bearer, stands with his torch a-blaze,
And when the gaudy web of noon is spun
    By its twelve maidens through the crimson haze
Fresh from Endymion’s arms comes forth the moon,
And the immortal Gods in toils of mortal passions swoon.

There walks Queen Juno through some dewy mead,
    Her grand white feet flecked with the saffron dust
Of wind-stirred lilies, while young Ganymede
    Leaps in the hot and amber-foaming must,
His curls all tossed, as when the eagle bare
The frightened boy from Ida through the blue Ionian air.

There in the green heart of some garden close
    Queen Venus with the shepherd at her side,
Her warm soft body like the brier rose
    Which would be white yet blushes at its pride,
Laughs low for love, till jealous Salmacis
Peers through the myrtle-leaves and sighs for pain of
        lonely bliss.

There never does that dreary northwind blow
    Which leaves our English forests bleak and bare,
Nor ever falls the swift white-feathered snow,
    Nor doth the red-toothed lightning ever dare
To wake them in the silver-fretted night
When we lie weeping for some sweet sad sin,
        some dead delight.

Alas! they know the far Lethaean spring,
    The violet-hidden waters well they know,
Where one whose feet with tired wandering
    Are faint and broken may take heart and go,
And from those dark depths cool and crystalline
Drink, and draw balm, and sleep for sleepless souls,
        and anodyne.

But we oppress our natures, God or Fate
    Is our enemy, we starve and feed
On vain repentance -- O we are born too late!
    What balm for us in bruised poppy seed
Who crowd into one finite pulse of time
The joy of infinite love and the fierce pain of
        infinite crime.

O we are wearied of this sense of guilt,
    Wearied of pleasures paramour despair,
Wearied of every temple we have built,
    Wearied of every right, unanswered prayer,
For man is weak; God sleeps: and heaven is high:
One fiery-colored moment: one great love: and lo!
        we die.

Ah! but no ferry-man with laboring pole
    Nears his black shallop to the flowerless strand,
No little coin of bronze can bring the soul
    Over Death’s river to the sunless land,
Victim and wine and vow are all in vain,
The tomb is sealed; the soldiers watch; the dead
        rise not again.

We are resolved into the supreme air,
    We are made one with what we touch a
nd see, With our heart’s blood each crimson sun is fair,
    With our young lives each spring-impassioned tree
Flames into green, the wildest beasts that range
The moor our kinsmen are, all life is one, and all
        is change.

With beat of systole and of diastole
    One grand great light throbs through earth’s giant heart,
And mighty waves of single Being roll
    From nerve-less germ to man, for we are part
Of every rock and bird and beast and hill,
One with the things that prey on us, and
        one with what we kill.

From lower cells of waking life we pass
    To full perfection; thus the world grows old:
We who are godlike now were once a mass
    Of quivering purple flecked with bars of gold,
Unsentient or of joy or misery,
And tossed in terrible tangles of some wild and
        wind-swept sea.

This hot hard flame with which our bodies burn
    Will make some meadow blaze with daffodil,
Ay! and those argent breasts of thine will turn
    To water-lilies; the brown fields men till
Will be more fruitful for our love to-night,
Nothing is lost in nature, all things live in
        Death’s despite.

The boy’s first kiss, the hyacinth’s first bell,
    The man’s last passion, and the last red spear
That from the lily leaps, the asphodel
    Which will not let its blossoms blow for fear
Of too much beauty, and the timid shame
Of the young bridegroom at his lover’s eyes, -- these
        with the same.

One sacrament are consecrate, the earth
    Not we alone hath passions hymeneal,
The yellow buttercups that shake for mirth
    At daybreak know a pleasure not less real
Than we do, when in some fresh-blossoming wood
We draw the spring into our hearts, and feel that
        life is good.

So when men bury us beneath the yew
    Thy crimson-stained mouth a rose will be,
And thy soft eyes lush bluebells dimmed with dew,
    And when the white narcissus wantonly
Kisses the wind its playment, some faint joy
Will thrill our dust, and we will be again fond
        maid and boy.

And thus without life’s conscious torturing pain
    In some sweet flower we will feel the sun,
And from the linnet’s throat will sing again,
    And as two gorgeous-mailed snakes will run
Over our graves, or as two tigers creep
Through the hot jungle where the yellow-eyed huge
        lions sleep

And give them battle! How my heart leaps up
    To think of that grand living after death
In beast and bird and flower, when this cup,
    Being filled too full of spirit, bursts for breath,
And with the pale leaves of some autumn day
The soul earth’s earliest conqueror becomes earth’s
        last great prey.

O think of it! We shall inform ourselves
    Into all sensuous life, the goat-foot Faun,
The Centaur, or the merry bright-eyed Elves
    That leave their dancing rings to spite the dawn
Upon the meadows, shall not be more near
Than you and I to nature’s mysteries, for we shall hear

The thrush’s heart beat, and the daisies grow,
    And the wan snowdrop sighing for the sun
On sunless days in winter, we shall know
    By whom the silver gossamer is spun,
Who paints the diapered fritillaries,
On what wide wings from shivering pine
        to pine the eagle flies.

Ay! had we never loved at all, who knows
    If yonder daffodil had lured the bee
Into its gilded womb, or any rose
    Had hung with crimson lamps its little tree!
Methinks no leaf would ever bud in spring,
But for the lovers’ lips that kiss, the poet’s
        lips that sing.

Is the light vanished from our golden sun,
    Or is this daedal-fashioned earth less fair,
That we are nature’s heritors, and one
    With every pulse of life that beats the air?
Rather new suns across the sky shall pass,
New splendour come unto the flower, new glory
        to the grass.

And we two lovers shall not sit afar,
    Critics of nature, but the joyous sea
Shall be our raiment, and the bearded star
    Shoot arrows at our pleasure! We shall be
Part of the mighty universal whole,
And through all aeons mix and mingle with
        the Kosmic Soul!

We shall be notes in that great Symphony
    Whose cadence circles through the rhythmic spheres,
And all the live World’s throbbing heart shall be
    One with our heart, the stealthy creeping years
Have lost their terrors now, we shall not die,
The Universe itself shall be our Immortality!




REQUIESCAT

Tread lightly, she is near
   Under the snow,
Speak gently, she can hear
   The daisies grow.

All her bright golden hair
   Tarnished with rust,
She that was young and fair
   Fallen to dust.

Lily-like, white as snow,
   She hardly knew
She was a woman, so
   Sweetly she grew.

Coffin-board, heavy stone,
   Lie on her breast,
I vex my heart alone
   She is at rest.

Peace, Peace, she cannot hear
   Lyre or sonnet,
All my life's buried here,
   Heap earth upon it.




SILENTIUM AMORIS

As oftentimes the too resplendent sun
Hurries the pallid and reluctant moon
Back to her sombre cave, ere she hath won
A single ballad from the nightingale,
So doth thy Beauty make my lips to fail,
And all my sweetest singing out of tune.

And as at dawn across the level mead
On wings impetuous some wind will come,
And with its too harsh kisses break the reed
Which was its only instrument of song,
So my too stormy passions work me wrong,
And for excess of Love my Love is dumb.

But surely unto Thee mine eyes did show
Why I am silent, and my lute unstrung;
Else it were better we should part, and go,
Thou to some lips of sweeter melody,
And I to nurse the barren memory
Of unkissed kisses, and songs never sung.




SONNET ON THE SALE BY AUCTION OF
KEATS' LOVE LETTERS

These are the letters which Endymion wrote
    To one he loved in secret and apart,
    And now the brawlers of the auction-mart
Bargain and bid for each tear-blotted note,
Aye! for each separate pulse of passion quote
    The merchant’s price! I think they love not art
    Who break the crystal of a poet’s heart,
That small and sickly eyes may glare or gloat.

Is it not said, that many years ago,
    In a far Eastern town some soldiers ran
    With torches through the midnight, and began
To wrangle for mean raiment, and to throw
    Dice for the garments of a wretched Man,
Not knowing the God’s wonder, or His woe?




TÆDIUM VITÆ

To stab my youth with desperate knives, to wear
This paltry age's gaudy livery,
To let each base hand filch my treasury,
To mesh my soul within a woman's hair,
And be mere Fortune's lackeyed groom,--I swear
I love it not! these things are less to me
Than the thin foam that frets upon the sea,
Less than the thistle-down of summer air
Which hath no seed: better to stand aloof
Far from these slanderous fools who mock my life
Knowing me not, better the lowliest roof
Fit for the meanest hind to sojourn in,
Than to go back to that hoarse cave of strife
Where my white soul first kissed the mouth of sin.




THEORETIKOS

This mighty empire hath but feet of clay:
   Of all its ancient chivalry and might
   Our little island is forsaken quite:
Some enemy hath stolen its crown of bay,
And from its hills that voice hath passed away
   Which spake of Freedom: O come out of it,
   Come out of it, my Soul, thou art not fit
For this vile traffic-house, where day by day
   Wisdom and reverence are sold at mart,
   And the rude people rage with ignorant cries
Against an heritage of centuries.
   It mars my calm: wherefore in dreams of Art
   And loftiest culture I would stand apart,
Neither for God, nor for his enemies.




VITA NUOVA

I stood by the unvintageable sea
Till the wet waves drenched face and hair with spray,
    The long red fires of the dying day
Burned in the west; the wind piped drearily;
And to the land the clamorous gulls did flee:
    “Alas! ” I cried, “my life is full of pain,
    And who can garner fruit or golden grain,
From these waste fields which travail ceaselessly!”
My nets gaped wide with many a break and flaw
    Nathless I threw them as my final cast
    Into the sea, and waited for the end.
When lo! a sudden glory! and I saw
    The argent splendor of white limbs ascend,
    And in that joy forgot my tortured past.





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